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| 07:04pm 30/07/2004 |
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Today Sinead was in RI from Boston =) so we went to the beach and then uhh we went to get food so we went to Wendy's. I hadn't been there since like 4th grade. Hmm.
Tomorrow I'm going to this gay family thing at 3 and then umm I dont know I'll probably go to the movies or something.
imperfection0691: wow i havent seen you in a while
sexibec89: i know huh
sexibec89: last time was at sams
imperfection0691: yea
imperfection0691: when we slept butt-fuck style hahah
sexibec89: haha lol
LMAO BECCA
I miss Sam =( Alot.
Well V's home
And Dustin came home yesturday
Aaaand uhh TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF SUMMER SCHOOL !!
Thank God ! Rawr.
Camp Monday =) Woot woot !! Haha camp happy slappy .. Oh boy. At least Matt's guna be on my bus =)
Joe and Jeff decided they'd be cool if they yelled at me again today. Ugghh. |
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| 06:57pm 29/07/2004 |
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| 03:42pm 29/07/2004 |
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Tell My Buddy 2: Hello imperfection0691, you have a new message
Message 1 from RIarcheryKing450 1 hour, 35 minutes ago: hey sweetie im sleeping at my grandma's tonight so i dunno if i'll tty till tomorrow but i just want you to kno i really really love you so much i cant describe it i wish i could be with you all the time but anyways i will ttyl i love you sweetie...
Type "reply" if you'd like to reply to "RIarcheryKing450"
aw that kid's so cute =) |
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| 03:23pm 29/07/2004 |
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HOTT DAMN!
name. Kelsey
age. 13
sex. Female
location. Rhode Island
zodiac sign. Gemini
nationality. italian & sweedish
status. frankie
hobbies. dance, track, shopping, hanging out with friends, being in the sun, vacations, laughing, music
Favorites //
color. pink,
show. friends, south park
band/singer. ashlee simpson, britney spears, blink 182, sum 41
songs. pieces of me, autobiography, unreachable, whats happenin, live like ur dyin
actor. paul walker, ben stiller, owen wilson, luke wilson, will pharell, jim carrey, adam sandler
actress. kate hudson, reese witherspoon, lindsay lohan
movie(s). how to lose a guy in 10 days, mean girls, thirteen
stores/clothing line. abercrombie, hollister, ae, express, rave
thing to do on the weekend. be with friends
place to hang out. barries, mall, movies
Your opinion of.. //
Britney Spears. sometimes i love her, sometimes i don't. I've always liked her but sometimes, I think she makes bad decisions just to get publicity and she can be a bad role model at times. But, I loved her concert and she's a really good dancer. :)
Paris Hilton. i think she's gorgeous... she has a great body, she's beautiful and she seems really fun to be around. But sometimes, she seems kinda skanky. She's really cute though and i love her!
fat people. I don't have a problem with overweight people at all-- I have friends that are a little overweight. Looks aren't everything- you could be missing out on a great friend just because they aren't the most attractive person. Well I find them annoying sometimes, sorry.
fake people. Wow- fake people get on my nerves so much. Just be yourself. You don't have to change who you are depending on who you are with. Most likely, they'll be able to see right through you and wish you would just be yourself.
ugly people. I think everyone's beautiful in their own way- whether it's physically or emotionally. You don't have to be attractive to be a good person. :) I dont care if I sound emo right now
Your thoughts //
If you had one wish, what would you wish for. I would wish for Josh to come back to life .. I know it can never happen, but it's what I want most.
What is your favorite personality trait and why. Sense of humor- Everyone has to have a sense of humor .. I know I only sometimes do, and I hate it, but I have so much fun with my friends because we can just be open and laugh about anything.
When people first meet you, what do you think they think about you. Usually it's "aww she's so cute and tiny" but i disagree about the cute haha |
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| 01:23pm 29/07/2004 |
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I am a lyric and quote whore.
Comment me your favorite lyrics and quotes.
Feel free to leave more then one, I need some new away messages!
I’m pretty much done talking to 99% of my ex boyfriends. If they can manage to think with their correct head, then I shall continue to have them as part of my life, but if one more ex says something sexual to me…I’m really going to go off. It’s especially rude since they know that I have a boyfriend. And they know I am happy. And they know I am against cheating. So why sit there and try and sway my mind? It just makes me feel like utter shit, because some of my ex’s I thought were genuinely good people, I thought that I had meant something to them, but again I guess I was only a good blow job, and nothing more. Fuck off. Why the fuck is it so God damn hard for the male species to see how good of a person I am? Things like this truly make me not want to be who I am, for I am continuously walked all over. And it’s not that I let it happen…I guess I am just too blind and too stupid to think that every once and a while, people won’t take me for granted and maybe do something as simple as thanking me for all that I do. Keep dreaming Kelsey, keep dreaming ..
"The shine of it has caught my eye,
And roped me in.
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing,
I am captivated.
And I am flawed,
But I am cleaning up so well.
So turn up the corners of your lips.
Part them and feel my finger tips.
Trace the moment, fall forever.
Just one touch and I'd be in.
So let me slip against the current,
So let me slip away."
I'm in a really bad mood right now. Actually I have been for a few days. I mentally feel like shit. And no it's not P.M.S. I'm sick of a lot of things. I thought I would be able to sit down and write something meaningful that would hopefully make me feel better by the end of my entry, but it doesn't look like thats going to happen. Don't bother asking whats wrong, if I wanted you to know, I'd tell you .. maybe. But I realize anything I say to anyone goes un noticed far too often. Or maybe not un noticed, maybe people just don't care.
Hospital tomorrow for more testing. Maybe I will have a brain tumor. Cool.
And now for something that makes absolutely no sense:
http://www.topeuro.co.uk/blagger/the_duel.html
Oh and this ones always a treat:
http://muffinfilms.com/psst.html |
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| 08:20pm 28/07/2004 |
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RIP Alfred J. Bastien <3
So sorry Mark =( We love you !! |
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| 03:02pm 27/07/2004 |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? |
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| 12:43pm 27/07/2004 |
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I wrote again a little while ago .. Comment on them please? ..
Don't think, believe.
Start thought, turn it off,
change thought, critique it.
Stop time,
Faster time,
Slower time.
Control is insanity
Vice versa, contradiction.
No thought,
No question.
Turn it off, show me how
Don't think, believe.
I sit isolated, thoughts spinning, words drowning.
You see me as something of your own creation,
You as something of mine.
How is anyone anything to anyone but themselves?
Do I view myself as something of your viewing?
Should anyone ever be certain anything is anything?
I can't speak, contradiction.
I can't think, insanity.
Don't think, believe.
Feels good, don't stop.
Don't end this last grasp of sanity.
Matt and Amanda seemed to like it ..
digornop2daza04: wow
digornop2daza04: that
digornop2daza04: was like
digornop2daza04: so cool
digornop2daza04: i'm serious..i just read it twice
imperfection0691: really?
digornop2daza04: yes..it was awesome
digornop2daza04: absolutley a 10
kissible xo3: 11 maybe a 12
Ardent thoughts torturing my mind,
Impassioned images of us coalescing,
Uniting, coming together as one.
Fitting perfectly with one another,
Feeding off each other's sadistic pleasure,
Wandering and exploring the lustful feelings.
Simultaneously we reach ecstasy,
Our sublime, lofty place,
Above everything else...
We're on a blissful cloud,
Floating in the pureness.
Descending from the final culmination,
The altered reality becomes obvious...
We are now linked by our bodies.
Both of us have been conquered and defeated
Aggrieved and mistreated.
Our hearts haggard and barren,
From ferity and afflicted pride in our pasts.
Although our degenerated hurt as been visible for so long,
It has been bombarded by a sudden glace at felicity,
All caused by the agitation of our bodies needs.
We both have to admit
Our worlds have changed
For good or bad, is yet to be known.
Don’t try to submerge your true feelings,
Because its been awhile since I felt
The suave, gentle touch of falling in love.
^That one's deffinately not my best but oh well |
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| 12:15pm 27/07/2004 |
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Lmao Dan and Justin are my big-boobed and kinky hoes !! I find that rather funny. |
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| 11:57am 27/07/2004 |
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Today wasnt that exciting. I went to BTown, worked for a while, took a short break to talk to Nick, worked again. Went shopping for like an hour. Yawn.
What causes yawning anyway? Isnt it because like, you cant get enough air to your brain or something? .. I think it is .. That's not really fair that teachers yell at you for yawning in class and tell you not to fall asleep in class and to go to bed earlier .. It's not from being tired.
Brianna's home !! I havent seen her all summer =(
My mom decided to yell at me again for "my pants being too low-rised". Why does she care anyway? It's not like shes the one wearing them .. Just like when she told me that I look like a hooker with the blonde in my hair and made me get it darker .. And now it looks horrible. Ugh.
Exams tomorrow =( Lets all hope I dont fail and have to stay back .. That'd lick balls. Wish me luck guys =)
This year I'm deffinately not guna slack off in school. No more summer school for meeeeeee !! |
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| 11:47am 27/07/2004 |
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My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla
Great .. I'm 6.
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Yea most of my ex-boyfriends dont think that hahaha
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| 08:24pm 26/07/2004 |
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I decided to post some of my poems .. I've never made them public but oh well .. I suppose I will now. They're really emo so dont make fun of them. If you like them, comment. These arent the best I've written, but oh well.
I look at you
And we make a connection
I look into your eyes
And see nothing but perfection
I turn away
Surprised at my own daring
I cant believe I looked at you
At the same time you were staring
I turn around
To look once more
And the same thing happens
Just as before
These eye games go on
For quite awhile
I think to myself
And I begin to smile
I sit here with a painted mask
Wanting so badly to cut it off
Crying tears of blood
That flow down the crevices of my laugh lines
Wrinkles that are slowly fading
Turning into a weighed down frown
The blood that makes my lips cherry red
Just for you
You kiss me softly
Liking this mask I wear
I changed to please you
Your touch means nothing anymore
I still need it though
To feel as if I belong somewhere
To think if someone actually cared if I died
If this is what "love" is supposed to be
I'd rather live with my loneliness
Cry me tears, tears of gold
Forever and ever more
Cry me tears to show you're pure
Call me when you make golden rain
I'll be waiting for you,
Waiting for you
Cry me tears, tears of gold
Forever and ever more
Cry me tears that reflect upon your day
Tears of joy
Tears of sadness
Through and through
I'll be waiting for you,
Waiting for you
They call it golden rain
From the heart of the pure
Dont be afraid to let the future change
It's all to tell with golden rain
Cry me tears, tears of gold
Forever and ever more
Cry me these tears to show you're pure
Call me when you make golden rain
I'll wait for you every day.
I sit alone upon this young girl’s cheek
Wondering why I’m here
I stay here because I'm much too weak
I’m just a single tear
Everyday it’s just the same
The reasons are not known
She has only herself to blame
Because her feelings are not shown
Is it the memories of the face
Or the continuously drifting friends
What is it with this place
Where all emotion bends
I can see the shadow of her darkened heart
And the burning in her soul
I know that she is falling apart
The pain is taking its toll
There is nothing I can do
For I am just a tear
I wish the she only knew
That I truly care
I may just be a drop of water
Falling from the sea of her eyes
But I have seen this lonely daughter
As she sits alone and cries
So I do not continue to fall
Instead seep into her skin
Maybe the others will stall
While I see what is within
I take this journey to her stressed mind
And still don’t find a cure
I try to see more of my own kind
But everything’s a blur
So I make my way into her eye
Where I will fall again
This is where I say goodbye
And when cries, I’ll see you then.
As silent as a gentle breeze
As empty as a shadow
He quietly slips in then before you know it -
.. He's gone
They really suck but oh well. I'll post more when I write more. |
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| 06:45pm 26/07/2004 |
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Hey guys .. So um yea this is my new journal?
I have another journal .. me and Nick share it so you probably wont be that interested. But if you want the username IM me for it and I'll give it to you.
And by the way, I'm so head over heels in love. Just to let you know =)
Today was so fun !!
I picked up Amanda and then we went to the RI mall. While we were waiting for Frankie we went up and down the escalator & elevator a few times. Then he called us and we found him .. Then we tried going up the down escalator .. Frankie did it .. Me and Amanda obviouisly dont have enough skill to. Umm then we walked around for a little while and went in this weird store with breakable things =/
Then we decided to walk over to Chuckie Cheese .. Wowwwww was that fun !! Frankie gave Chuckie a big hug, and I was jealous, so I pretended I was afraid of Chuckie so that Frankie would give me a hug =)
Then the 3 of us played some games and then we went in the tunnel things .. Haha .. We talked to the little kids for like 15 min and Frankie told one of them he was stuck and the kid tried to push him .. And we had this fight over a whoopee coushion with him.
Then umm we walked back over to the mall and went into these 2 stores for geeks and then we went in this store and Amanda decided it'd be cool to make Frankie wear a skirt .. Wwwwooww. Then we asked random people for their autographs .. All of them said no. So then we jus kinda hung out near the fountain for like 30 min. FRANKIE GAVE US BOTH HIS AUTOGRAPH! It made our day. Aaaand then we left =( Frankie's such a great kid. He's so fun to be around and he always knows how to make me laugh =) I love him.
Umm tomorrow I think I'm going out. With my mom. Psshtt. Oh well, she'll buy me stuff so I suppose it's worth it =)
Katie's getting braces tomorrow .. DUN DUN DUNNN !!
Today was so lovely. I havent laughed as much as I have today since probably when Karissa and Kendra slept over like 3 months ago. |
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